Beautiful Disaster.
Why do I keep doing this?
Beating myself up day after day..
Telling myself to stop.
You're eating me alive, you know..
Thinking about you could be the end of me.
I love you.
I can't stop thinking that we were infinite.
That we were going to be together forever.
Because of you my darling,
I can't think of anyone else that way.
Because although you've hurt me,
Guess what?
I still have feelings for you,
No matter how hard I try not to.
I miss you.
The way you made me smile.
The way you wrapped your hands around my waste.
The way you would make me feel.
You're a beautiful disaster.
One that I know I need to move on from.
...But just can't.
Beating myself up day after day..
Telling myself to stop.
You're eating me alive, you know..
Thinking about you could be the end of me.
I love you.
I can't stop thinking that we were infinite.
That we were going to be together forever.
Because of you my darling,
I can't think of anyone else that way.
Because although you've hurt me,
Guess what?
I still have feelings for you,
No matter how hard I try not to.
I miss you.
The way you made me smile.
The way you wrapped your hands around my waste.
The way you would make me feel.
You're a beautiful disaster.
One that I know I need to move on from.
...But just can't.
Hey....I loved this post!!!! What was the insperation?:) if you don't mind my asking:)
ReplyDeleteHey...Thank you for your sweet comment! The inspiration came from someone who broke my heart. Someone who I don't think I should be in love with anymore but still am..I don't think he'll ever know that I loved him and have no idea what our futures hold, but in the back of my mind I hope someday we cross paths again..Who knows right?
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