You know what makes me sad? It makes me sad that I have to talk about love so much. It makes me sad that a lot of people don't get it. Actually, it makes me think of the lyrics from "What Do You Got" by Bon Jovi.
"If you ain't got love, it's all just keeping score
If you ain't got love, what the heck we doing it for?
I don't wanna have to talk about it..
How many songs you gotta sing about it?"
Love is something that is so indescribable - Isn't it? Questions run around your head like what IS love? How do you know when your in love? How can I love when I've been hurt so much? It's one of those things that is so confusing. So extraordinary. So strange. But yet...We still run back to it, don't we? No matter how many times we get hurt by loving...It's force pulls us in once more. I know it has for me. I think love is just one of those things that's mysterious but yet so fantastic. I don't know what I would be without it. I can't fathom it, actually. I know a lot of you probably feel that way as well. So I guess...if I've learned one thing in my life, it's to try to love as much as you breathe. Never forget that. Because whether you know it or not my darlings, you will get hurt. Abused. Scarred. And to be loving, that will inspire and change people - No matter who they are. No matter how horrible they may seem. I swear to you - You have the power to change lives. And that alone makes me so freaking excited. It makes me think that maybe someday when I'm passed on, people will remember me. Maybe not for being a famous actress, but they will remember me as someone who loved even the lowest of lows. Someone who was there for others. That's my one wish in life.
So, cheers my friends. Cheers to life...cheers to struggles...but most of all, cheers to love.