She cries in the middle of the night.
Tears of hurt.
Tears of pain.
She wonders if there's something, anything, to bring even the slightest bit of joy into her darkened world.
She feels so alone.
Like the world in itself is against her.
Hey everyone! So today I thought I'd share a little bit about suicide. This is a really hard topic to talk about because it's so serious and often times touchy to people. But life is too short to not talk about your passions. And mine is suicidal people. It makes me so internally sad to know that people feel no self worth. It makes me sad that they think there is no one out there that love them for them. That people don't reach out and do something about it.
The rave today is about Anti-Bullying. And why it is a very good thing, it is brought up so much that other things like suicide are often times looked passed.
So, if you are one of the many who think that there is no hope. If you think that life would be better without you. Then listen to me here friend. Life is a gift from God. A gift. It is not a choice. It is not something that should be questioned. It is the greatest gift you will ever receive. I know sometimes life can get quite lonely. Sometimes we think that no one loves us. But let me tell you this. You ARE loved. You may not know or see it, but there is at least one person out there who enjoys being in your company. Explore your passions. Sometimes it's hard to find what you love to do. You feel like your good at nothing. But everyone is good at something. That's what makes us unique. That's what sets us apart from each other. Once you realize what that passion is, explore it. You can change the world. It's hard at times to think that we could could change anything at all. Me being a "Teenager" my world tells me that exactly. Your not old enough. Smart enough. Strong enough. They tell me that I need to grow up before I can do anything at all. Anyone can make a difference. A little child or an older man. A widow or someone who is homeless. And while maybe at times you feel like you can't do it, I know you can.
So when you feel like the world is against you. When you feel that life is more than you can handle, remember this. You are beautiful. You are unique. You are worth it.
Here's a poem I created about someone very dear to my heart who killed himself because of being suicidal, if you would like to read it.