Tuesday, April 29, 2014


Life has been throwing me some crazy situations lately. Although I won't share what they are, I must say that I've seen God's hand through them all.  I still am amazed at the beauty of my Lord and Savior. To think that he gives us all of these experiences for a reason is beyond me. Whether they be good or bad, I've learned more than ever that I need to lean on him for everything I do. This is something I did struggle with when my uncle and great grandpa (Who I was close to) died within months of each other. As a lot do, I was confused. Why would God let them die? I thought. My uncle died a very young death that was completely unexpected  so it was a complete shock and heartbreak for my family. And although that time in my life was one of struggle, I look back now and understand. I understand that everything happens for a reason and that God has it all under control. Worry and stress will get you no where, leaning on God and trusting his timing will! I hope you guys are doing well and know that I love everyone one of you very much.

Stay Beautiful

Tuesday, April 22, 2014


I feel as though kindness is one of the most underrated things in the world. As I walk around on campus or wherever my crazy schedule takes me, I see that it's a dying art form. It's nights like these where I sit here and wonder if every person would just smile, wouldn't the world be a happier place? Wouldn't people be more loving to one another? It may seem small...but one smile, one hug, one moment where you listen to what someone has to say, can speak absolute volumes.

Stay Beautiful

Saturday, April 5, 2014


My darling,
Don't give up.
Don't give up on everything you've worked so hard on.
I believe in you.
That you have the power to change people.
To change them with your story.
It's true, your a mess...
But aren't we all sometimes?
Don't we all break down once and a while?
I know I have.
Wake up and realize.
Realize how much you are loved.
Realize that your worth it.
Realize that your going places, kid.
Your not what people say you are.
Your dynamite. 
So what are you waiting for?
Make them wonder.
Make them wonder how little old you,
Walked through hell and back,
And never even thought about looking behind you.
Because the truth is,
You are unique and beautiful.
Everyone's a little broken, my darling.


Hey guys - This poem was created for those who have always felt like a misfit. For those who have never felt loved or accepted by this world. For those who are hurting in some way or another. You are beautiful. I hope every single one of you realizes and understands this, because it's nothing but the truth. You can go your entire life feeling like you will never be good enough. Or you can show them what your made of. It's all up to you and will be a decision that will forever change your life for better or for worse. Anyways I hope you guys enjoyed this poem, and as always thanks for reading.

Stay Beautiful

Late Night Pondering's On Love (Part Two).

Contrary to what many believe...
I can't help but think that love is not just a feeling.
It's so much more.
To fall in love is to sacrifice.
It's to give a piece of your heart away,
And trust that the other person is strong.
Strong enough to care for it.
Strong enough to never break it.
To love is to wake up every morning thinking about him.
Even the little things about the him makes you smile.
Because in your eyes...He's perfect.
In your eyes...How could anything go wrong?
The truth, I think, is this.
If you both love each other,
No obstacle is too great to overcome.
No difference is too big to get angry or fight over.
No struggle can't be dealt with.
No matter what happens...
You love each other and that's all that matters.
It's such a beautiful thing, to fall in love.

People today use the word love like they do the word "the". It's so common that it loses it's beautiful meaning and passion. Love is not just another word. It's something so much bigger than that. It's nights like these where I like to ponder these thoughts...I don't really know why. I think I'm just a helpless romantic in need to get her thoughts out somewhere without fear of judgment. Sweet dreams my darlings.

Stay Beautiful