Monday, February 25, 2013

Mysterious (A Poem By Mak)

He walks around as though he is looking for something.
That glimmer in his eye makes you wonder.
His silence makes you yearn for his words.
He is unlike anyone I've ever seen.
He is mysterious.
Not once can you read his mind.
Not once can you guess what he's going to say.
His smile says little about his thoughts.
He hides away from the world.
Just as I wonder where he's been-He appears.
Acting as though he never left to begin with.
He makes me wonder.
He makes me love his abyss of mystery.
Even as he stands in curious silence.

Thursday, February 21, 2013


Hey There Everyone-

I want to firstly apologize for not writing on this blog for a while, as to the reasoning, I've just been busy with my new fashion blog (Link will be below) and have been going through some things in my personal life that have made me think that if I did write something on here, it would just be depressing crap you would not ever care about or want to hear. So here I am, trying to stay positive for the sake of my sanity and your viewing pleasure. 

 Keep checking back for I will be posting more frequently and read on if you wish.

Today I kind of wanted to touch on the subject of pain and troubled times. Lately I've been seeing it happening around me a lot. I know how it feels, I've been there many times before, and hopefully today I can help some troubled person out there who has gone through or is going through these painful days. Well..I guess to start off with we need to know the meaning of the word pain.

The philosophy of pain may be about suffering in general or more specifically about physical pain”


I'd say this is a pretty good description. And although pain does have to do with the physical “Ouch I stepped on a Lego,” (Have you guys ever done that? I swear it's the worst pain you'll ever feel.) I want to talk to you about the internal kind of pain today. The kind of pain that eats at your heart. The kind of pain that you just want to push away. The kind of pain that can leave you saddened, hurt, your heart being broken, depressed, or even suicidal. That kind of pain my friends, is the absolute worse. You sit there wondering if you'll ever be happy again. You sit there questioning your overall state of being. You just want to break free. (Queen, anyone?) This kind of pain can be from breaking up with someone, not being able to let someone go, someone being abusive, a substance abuse, a family or friend dying, or just not being happy with your life. Just as examples. I know all of us can honestly say that we've gone through something painful in our lives. Every single one of us. So before continuing, please write a list of the top 3 things that have caused you the most pain you've felt. This will help you in the end. Have your list? Awesome. Read on my little Homecookies.

To overcome pain you must first realize what is keeping you going in life. What are you living for? Some would say their significant other, some haven't figured it out, and others would say God. Whatever the case, dwell on that and make sure you fully realize just how important that is to you. After that, every other thing in this world can be dealt with, because you have a purpose. You see? Another thing that helps me get through pain and trouble in my life is focusing on the little things around me. Like how the sun wakes me up in the morning, or the smell of brownies, (Calm yourself Mak, you're on a diet.) or the stars in the night sky. This will make you realize just how much you have to be thankful for. And let me tell you, if you dwell on that, it will outweigh pain or trouble any day.

I know this post is quite long, and for that I apologize. When I go through things or see others go through things, my first instinct is to write about it. I'm just so passionate about subjects like Pain and when my friends or family are going through stuff-I just want to tell them what I've written here. I only wish I could. But unfortunately-My writing skills beat my speaking skills out any day. So I guess for now, I have this blog. That hopefully is helping someone out there. Anyone for that matter. Even if it inspires one person out there, it would mean the world to me.

How do you deal with pain? Leave a comment below to make my day :)

Stay Beautiful


My Fashion Blog:

Wednesday, February 13, 2013

New Fashion Blog

Hello fellow blog viewers! (If there are any..)

Just wanted to let you all know that I've started my very own fashion blog. It's called Beautiful Freaks-The link will be below. I would love for you to check it out and subscribe if you like.

This blog will consist of Fashion Trends, What To Wear For ____, My Favorite Fashion Pieces Currently, and much more.

This blog will still be written on (obviously) but will be considered my personal blog. Please continue to check back, check out my earlier work on here, and continue to be amazing. ;)

First post on my fashion blog is up NOW! Check it out my little homecookies! ^_^

Stay beautiful


Tuesday, February 12, 2013


Sometimes I think we get so wrapped up in our crazy lives that we forget how important our friends really are. I was talking to my friend last night about how a friend, scratch that, a true friend, can change your life in many positive ways. How important it is to have positive chums who want to laugh, cry, and, well, do whatever friends do best together. I know for me having positive supportive friends make up some of my most precious memories. Looking back I would change my perception of a friend, but the ones who were always there for me, we simply had this connection. This spark that made us inseparable in the moment. And while some of my friends have moved to different places or just moved on from my life, we'll always have those memories that will last in our hearts forever. Those memories that we wouldn't change for anything.

Stay Beautiful


Monday, February 4, 2013

A Poem And Thoughts On The Power Of Music.

A million heartbeats come together in perfect harmony.
Different, but also the same.
Lifeless lungs are filled with happiness.
A mysterious warmth wells up in our souls.
We connect.
We understand.
We are inspired.
With our heads held high we carry on with more strength than we have ever felt.
Like our painful life and the people in it vanish into thin air.
Like they were only but a distant memory of our past.
We are forever moved.
We are forever changed.

Sup' people?
Music... Where to begin. Well, I guess for starters it's always been there for me. Life sometimes gets so insane and crazy that I need something to just listen to for hours. It's one of my biggest inspirations. You know that feeling when a lyric fits how your feeling perfectly? Or when one song puts you in the best mood in the world? Or when your going through a tough time and just need a song to cry to? It's simply amazing. And what's even more amazing is the fact that different people connect with different music. For some dude in Brazil, Lady Gaga may be his inspiration. For a girl in Colorado, Skillet may have been her saving grace at one point. There's always going to be musicians and songs that can make a huge change in your life. And if you think otherwise my friend, than you've odviously never listened to Aerosmith.
Just kidding.
Kind of.

I encourage you to find who and what inspires you the most!

Question Of The Day:
What is your current favorite song? 

Stay Beautiful